HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACIEE! I LOVE YOU A LOT!!

thanks for being there for us constantly! like 24/7 i could call you and you'd pick up. you've changed for the better in less then a year! and yes the change is remarkable! from someone who throws her tantrum every 5 seconds to someone with amazing patience! =)) now, thats what that convinced me to join you in your business thing at the end of the year! =)

anyways! i love you! keep up the positive attitude alrights? must always do things in moderation and don't forget to thank God sometime. =)(= and pls START to wear some skirts!

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anyway!! today is tuesday, which also means that it's a very relaxed day for me. well supposedly. but it turned out quite bad. why? because i was feeling so angry at nothing, kept shouting at tab! but seriously! she called me dumb cause i helped her to call mrs lim. stupid! grr.. nvm.

so anyways, i was pissed over math, and then i had to rush home for chem tuition and she came EXTREMELY EARLY. omg, so she was waiting at my house while i was walking as if im sprinting from school to the bustop! and since i took the bridge (As always when im rushing) i'll look and see what bus is coming and omg! of all buses, 13 AND 608 has to come at the same time! omg. so yea, then juls and tab caught up with me and we waited for 13 and i went for tuition.

so anyways i had the indomee that pris sold to me. btw i have 30++ packs of instant noodles at my house now! just for me. omg, as if i'm preparing for war. lols. hmm feeling so sleepy these days, and it's the CA week! and every paper i sit for, i'll doze off. gosh.

yawn. and it's just tuesday. i can't wait for next week! thursday is a HOLIDAY. omg.

my mum's nagging at me, she kept telling me that pei ling is studying her butt off. and she does housework and looks after her sister and such and she still does well. omg, seriously i admire her.. but... sheesh. nvm. and this year, my cousin and pei ling are going to do their o's too! which also means that i'll be facing some serious comparing of results. my mum will go all 'if she can do this why can't you?' it's like asking me to speak chinese like some chinaman because if he can do it why can't i? ok nvm what a stupid analogy.

i REALLY REALLY need that momentum to start studying. i chuck all other stuffs aside! push up my glasses, tie up my hair, pull up my socks, pick up the pen, take all texts out, stick my HUGE head in the book, and put my brains to good use.

i should. i really should.
when the going gets tough, the going gets rough. it's a cynical truth. but, how about, when the going gets tough, the tough get going.

forgive my random musings.

chinese o's results out in a week or two. hmmm. i'm pretty positive that i'll retake.

Festival Of Praise!! =) it's don moen this year! from the 4th to the 6th of august in the indoor stadium! ( I THINK, NOT SURE OF DETAILS!)

PLANETSHAKERS CONCERT IN SINGAPORE! i've never been to one! so i hope that i can go for this year's. 12th of August. entrance fee is 4 bucks. do go! i'm SURE it'll be GOOD. =)

i can feel my eye bags, but i can't see them! one more month to my stupid prelims and i've yet to do my revision. omg, KILL ME SOMEBODY. even if you don't kill me, procrastination will, it's giving me a slow torturous death.

PS my dogs are going for their yearly grooming! =) this friday, so good riddance to their fur. which is a good thing too! considering that the weather here is crazy.

unfortunately, the world is never fair. it never is, and never will it be.